I've been realizing that I really don't like it when people perceive me as unGodly. I don't mind being wrong but I really mind if people think that I am not representing Christ well, when they should really know me and my heart and what I stand for. I feel almost hurt by their lack of faith in me, and I then begin to distrust them. This erects a barrier on my part, and then these people are further removed from my life and judge all my actions as unGodly, and it becomes self-perpetuating.
I just hate that I can't figure out how to break the cycle.