Friday, September 10, 2010

exercise

Where did it go? My sense of passion, my conviction of what is right and what is wrong.

It's like I am drowning in the chaos of the water; lost in the power of the tide and unable to see anything but my hair strangling me as it swirls around my neck, and I wonder if I will ever breathe again. And the worst part of it all is, I'm not sure if I even care that I'm dying.

Oh, Jesus, be with me now. Be my comfort, be my support, be my everything. I know that all I need is just a touch, just a glimpse of Your glory unveiled. I don't feel intimacy with You, and I know that it's all I need to shake myself from this apathy that is consuming me.

I need to stop running away from Your love.