Lately, I feel like my eyes have been opening to the reality of my brokenness. Sometimes we just get so good at pretending we're fine, that we start denying that there's something wrong in us. We get used to our lies.
I count it as a blessing that God has been tenderly bringing certain issues to the surface of my awareness. I truly believe God desires to show these shortcomings of mine in order for me to grow in my understanding of Him and His nature, as well as for me to grow as a better lover of people.
But for now, I just feel incredibly humbled, sometimes foolish, a little ashamed, and kind of frustrated with myself.