Amazing how it takes 36 hours to undo 18 months of reassurance that I made the right choice to come to CalPoly.
Long story short, because of some things that people have said to me, I'm questioning my purpose on CalPoly's campus. But even more than that, I'm questioning my heart. Am I running from something? Or running to it? I'm doubting myself and my ability to love and serve people. I just feel like Biola would have been such a good fit, such an easy and natural transition.
I wish I could just sit down with God, and get things cleared up.